Relationships 2

I've learned from the passing of my best friend Emily Paige Wedgeworth that you can never take things for granted in life. No matter how many times a day you tell your parents or the people you care about you love them a million times and I tell  you that you make sure you tell them you love them every time you get a chance right before you leave or get off the phone with me because you'll never know when God could just take them from your life because it was there time to leave us. By the tragic accident that happened to my best friend till this day I can't forgive myself for the lose of my bestest friend in the whole world. We got in a huge argument about 3 hours before her bad car accident. The argument was so stupid and so small that we shouldn't even got mad at each other for it. The argument that we had was not worth the life that got taken away by my best friend. After we got in that argument we were so mad at each that we said we hated each other and didn't want to ever be friends with each other ever again that this was the end of our friendship. The minute I got off the phone I thought to myself I think this is the first time I've hung up on her with telling her I love you. After I got back from my friends house I drove home and I saw my dad's truck on the driveway. He was like 3 hours early than he normally was for dinner. My mom and sister looked like they were crying really hard. I started freaking out because I knew that no one in our family was sick so I couldn't think of what could've happened. They told me the worse news of my life that my best friend Emily got in a really bad accident that she died on impact. She got hit from behind and the truck ended up pushing her car into the middle of the intersection and she got t-boned by another truck on her side of the car and she died on impact. When my mom told me I was devasted because I wanted to take back all the things I said to her and tell her that she will always be my best friend. That I still love her and that I forgive her for all the things she called me on the phone. I just wanted her to come back so I could tell her all of that and that I was really sorry. Till this day I will NEVER forgive myself for what happened to my best friend. That from her death I NEVER take anything for granted and that I appreciate every little thing and always tell everyone I love them whenever I get the chance.